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Motivation
“The only way to get a thing done is to start to do it, then keep on doing it, and finally you’ll finish it.” ~ Langston Hughes Often, I think about how people are able to wake up in the morning and keep going. They always seem to have an overflowing amount of energy for…
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I did more than enough
An incident where a student A child Threatens my co-worker who is My co-teacher My friend We didn’t include the specifics We just said “he threatened her” That should be enough, right? How was that not enough? He said he would “light her up” But they said meh not good enough Kids threaten us all…
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Anything and Everything
The question of what makes me nervous is so overwhelming I am nearly speechless. Waking up every morning, I am paralyzed. Specifically, this morning I woke up and ran to the restroom to mimic pregnancy symptoms: morning sickness, hot flashes, and dizziness. Moreover, I am generally anxious or nervous. I mean, I have a diagnosis…
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Stuck in the Present
I want to move forward. Right now I feel particularly stressed about the past and stuck in the present. Which is weird. Normally, people would want to sit in the present and enjoy the moment, but right now I am striving and longing for the future. I already want to move on and start a…
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feeling a bit dissociated
I feel like I am living life in anticipation. Always waiting for the next thing and impatiently waiting at that. I want to enjoy the moment before it slips away, but what is there for me in this moment? I can try to make my way and be satisfied; however, I still yearn for the…
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Some thoughts on Shame and Guilt
I’ve sat and intrusively replayed every single embarrassing, hurtful, distressing memory in my head from the beginning of my life to now. I still remember when I thought I wanted to play a sport in elementary school and got into soccer. I wasn’t very great and I am incredibly sensitive when it comes to physical…
Sarah Delia Perez 