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Anything and Everything
The question of what makes me nervous is so overwhelming I am nearly speechless. Waking up every morning, I am paralyzed. Specifically, this morning I woke up and ran to the restroom to mimic pregnancy symptoms: morning sickness, hot flashes, and dizziness. Moreover, I am generally anxious or nervous. I mean, I have a diagnosis…
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Stuck in the Present
I want to move forward. Right now I feel particularly stressed about the past and stuck in the present. Which is weird. Normally, people would want to sit in the present and enjoy the moment, but right now I am striving and longing for the future. I already want to move on and start a…
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Some thoughts on Shame and Guilt
I’ve sat and intrusively replayed every single embarrassing, hurtful, distressing memory in my head from the beginning of my life to now. I still remember when I thought I wanted to play a sport in elementary school and got into soccer. I wasn’t very great and I am incredibly sensitive when it comes to physical…